outro poema (em inglês)

i wish i was right
i wish me and my mind were better built
i wish i wrote poems half as much as i worry about writing poems
i wish my hair was straighter, my style was greater
god, i wish i was the fucking best poem creator

i wish i was brave
i wish i didn't get so attached
and i wish i could socially interact without having to overreact about every single word that i said

i wish i could talk on the phone without choking
and i wish i could talk to people in person
without chocking

i wish i could just relax my fucking mind
i wish i didn't always feel confined
and i specially wish my heart wasn't so blind

i wish i could sing - i wish i could be the best singer
to be quite honest, i wish i was the best at everything

i wish i could be seen and at the same time be as invisible as something non existant

i wish my face wasn't this round
i wish i'd stop comparing myself to others
and i wish i could stop thinking that the people that are laughing near me are laughing at me

i wish i didn't think about my body every time i ate something that is considered unhealty

i wish i was actually as extroverted as people think i am

i wish i wasn't a perfectionist
i wish i could give myself the freedom to make a mistake without spending sleepless nights thinking about that mistake

I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

i wish i wasn't so hard on myself
so maybe i should stop writing a poem about things i wish i was or wasn't